Transformation

Sorry Folks For The Delay.The Next Part Of The Story continues....

As sam rejected all the job opportunities now you can officially call him Mental.I don't want be rude but this is one word i can describe him or may be i'm obsessed with describe everyone's character with one word. As per the aunty next to his house thinks sam is rusticated from the engg. college. It is lot of pain for his family.In his neighborhood being uneducated is good,but if you are unemployed it is like a sin. The idea about starting business in kind of forbidden.After around 2 month of completing engineering successfully.His father asked him "what you want to do?". The answer obvious "Business" and response as usual "r u crazy?". No one want him to be a businessman and everyone from his previous generation are employee and they also want sam to be like them. Then his father asked him raising his voice "You Want To Open a Grocery Shop In our locality?". Then his father repeated "you want me to finance your business? but sorry sam i have already done a lot of thing for you. i have almost spend all my savings on your studies. i'm not going to spend a paisa for you anymore. if you want to do something do it by yourself. if u want to waste your life do it. Me and your mother are never depended on you for our future. we can spend our life by our self. Do as u like." Sam is stunned. The last thing he wants a support from his family and now it is not with him. His mother come to rescue and said "Look beta we are from a middle class family we don't have that long night so that we can dream that big. we can understand it is dream but you can not fulfill all your dreams. we both love you any respect your dream but be matured." sam don't believe it his mother has the same view as his father. sam always is a good son he never disobeyed his parents but this time he is not fully agree with them. at last he said "Mom it is not a dream which i use to watch with closed eyes,it is a dream with my eyes wide open. Shut Up sam his mother said it is not at all only about you it is about our family, so please be practical. But sam is in no mood to listen to these kind of stuffs. He just want to prove his point. This is first time is his life he is arguing with his parents.May be his parents are right they only want to protect their only son from doing something adventurous or may be risky.

Now as he knows there is no support from his family. He started thinking that is he acting immature, is he spoiling his life. his friend are placed at some of the fortune 500 companies of india getting around 30k per month. is he not eligible to be there? sometimes reality bites. when he started comparing himself with his cousins he failed to look into the mirror because it also required a eye contact with himself. In family gathering sam use to be the center of attraction for all his relatives, but now they started ignoring him or may be sam thinks like this. he is in his all time career low. He is not able to sleep in the night not able to eat properly in daytime. he has even not shaved for a week or long because he has no one to meet him. All the friend are busy in their respective jobs. All the relatives are ignoring him. His parents have no time for him as they think he is useless. Even his sister is out of the town for higher studies. He is alone totally alone. He is fighting with the evil inside him. One day he even googled for the methods of suicide. He knows his parents love him and his mind is in full support for his parents but his heart only knows one thing his dreams. The days are dark and nights are long, one support he always get is from the girl of his old town.Yes the same girl his first love.Every night he comes in his dream and ask to follow his dreams and every night sam ask her to be with him and she agrees, but then he wakes up trying to figure out the difference between real and dream. it is same as hell and heaven. That is the one force which is guiding sam thorough this phase of his life. The memories of that girl still haunting him. He want his life back from his high school days but as we all know Time Is Irreversible.
Now After 4 month of what people call Struggle comes the ray of hope. Yes sam is not at all that unlucky or may be it is due to his hard work which he put in during the last 4 months to communicating with various outsourcing agents worldwide. Now the efforts a going to be fruitful he got a offer from a company of Thailand to open a BPO over here in india.
Now everything is ready the bank is ready to finance the project as they like the project report prepared by sam.He has taken the loan and started building the interior of the house which he has taken as rent with one year security deposit and the interview of the staff selection also started. sam is happy now his dream is going to be true. He has successfully followed his dream and now it is going to be true.Now he thinks that his father would be proud of him as he has started the BPO without taking a single paisa from him.
Don't know why happiness always have a short life.sam got a call from Bangkok same company which sam is going to have a partnership they want him at bangkok for the signature in some of the document. Now he is even more happy 1st time in his life he is going aboard and that to a business trip wow!!!!!!!! He don't know the trip is going to be the biggest disappointment of his life. When he reached the suvarnabhumi airport at bangkok. He has a feeling that He Made It. He is a young achiever that is why he is also feeling a little proud about himself. He checked into his hotel and after getting a bath he is ready to reach their office for the formalities.He reached there on time after a few discussion they refused to give him the project. The reason is very simple there is a economic meltdown in USA due to Subprime Loan and Satyam Computers disintegrated after the confession of Mr. Raju.Now They don't trust any indian company for the project. For a second he don't know what is going on? This is the 1st time in his life he is feeling guilty of being indian. Then he realized he is fucked by Mr Raju of Satyam Computers and All the american who has taken Subprime loan. I don't want to use the f-word but i don't know a better word to describe the situation.Now what he will do he already has taken a loan from bank, peoples are appointed as staff what will be his answer to his parent and what is going to be his future. He is completely screwed.

Anyways in the next part we will go through sam's journey to became a entrepreneur.

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